I was there, alone. on the island of nowhere, all i can see is wave, gloomy clouds, thunders, rocks, corals, seals, fireflies and unknown ruins in front of me. i don't know what that was. i was just happy that time, some says that was my imaginary despair. guess so but i was just happy to be there, alone playing with seals. oh i remember my mom and dad were behind me , lookin at me smiling but slowly gone blurring. I still can sense how it smells there, how's the sound of wave wavering in my ears, thunder growling and seals playing. grayish tone, wind, coral footpath, fiery glows. i smile, then drown myself there. in the sea without bed. but